I should do something!

Sigh...
Who am I?
I feel I am an Alien.
or maybe a chimp?
I am not good at language.
Especially Malay.
i just learned quite many new malay words today.
Fever= demam
sore throat= sakit tekak
flu= selesema
vomit= muntah
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.
.
.
These are simple words.
Even primary one students also know what they are.
I need to catch up on that.

Must improve my Malay level
and of course
my English, Hokkien, Teowchew proficiencies
sad......

Lucky we're in love in every way

I thank god that i have met you.
Making my life happier and easier.
so blissful.
I am a lucky girl.

After listened to my friend's love story,
some thoughts crossed my mind
i was afraid that i might have given you a hard time
but the way you told me
i feel your sincerity
You are unique!

Distance of our love = -1.

[1:24:35 AM] Nini Ooi: 给我你的爱 让我陪着你去未来

Happy 8 months my love!
it's our 244th day of love...
Even we are physically far away from each other
our soul and mind never fall apart.
because...
we are ONE.

too much to say
keep it short
Thanks for your love
ＩLOVE EUU!!!

You are my lover
my soul mate
my friend
my clown
my family
my...
.
.
.

my every thing.
my love.

Mungkin Nanti

lol~ oh my gosh!!!
i am so delighted now!!!
it's hard to hold back my feeling hoho
I never knew listening to a Malay song
can be such an enjoyment~
i listen to "Mungkin Nanti" for the umpteenth time
am so crazy and not getting fed up!

This is the first Malay song i have ever listened to :D
So meaningful...haha

Sahaja ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
[Mmm] Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin saat semua di sini

Tak usah kau tanya kembali
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

haha thanks to Mr Brightness for explaining the meaning of this song.
yo i am still in the mode of "mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi"
hehe~

I am loving it!!!

Understanding and kindness, that are all we ask for.

please....i beg you, be kind to us...
you were born to be with us
please dont make us in such a disastrous state.
do you know?
your every act has left significant wound on us.
so hopeless, so disappointed, so lifeless...
please, turn yourself a new leave.
for your sake, and for us.
for a better tomorrow.

Gee!

It's time to take a break!
Have been here for a month...
and finally i will be home in 24 hours.
I can't hide my excitement anyway!
Hooray~

Pharmacy life has been so challenging and compact
I am nearly suffocating.
Heaps suffering from those reports, assignments, assessments, tests...
How i wish i could run away...
I know it's impossible for me lol~
I will make every endeavor to achieve my passion and aim!!!
Life is tough, but i believe that once i get it through,
simple life is just not too far from me!
Seriously i don't wanna waste my parents' single earnings...
they work so hard
supporting my studies, my life...
they are great...
i should discipline myself...
should make my every second to be meaningful...
Parents have been so concerned about my studies....
i should do them proud
Choon Ling must jiayou k?!!!
what have u promised to papa mama?
jiayou k!!! love u!

Omg, my heart is filled with love right now...
feel like to hug my papa and my mama like very last time i did...
now i don't ler, maybe because i have grown up....
feel embarrassed and weird haha...
somemore parents are so busy working....haiz...
i miss those time when papa brought my whole family
going out every friday and weekends...
having good food, shopping, sight-seeing, adventuring....
forcing me to eat those spicy stuff which i hate so much...
teaching me alot alot chemistry stuffs
telling me about the wonder world...
and sometimes bomb-bomb his talents...
i always think my papa is the greatest papa in the world....
so splendid....though he's strict to me...
and i always think my mama is the best mama, so capable....
though she didn't receive much education.....
they teach me how to be a good person....
i miss them so much right now....
this time, i will be obedient, staying at home and studying....
will spend more time at home....
i know my parents have been so sad, so mad
and so worrying about me last time,
as i went out almost every day....
i am regretful now....

Midsem break is not time for having fun though....
coz the week after, i will be having 2 tests, 1 assignment and 1 report to be submitted...
really really must jiayou!
can't waste so much time on unnecessary thingies...
must get them all done before next friday!
Hey Lynne, if u want to go sg next friday, u must complete all ur workloads first!
if not, u cannot go! ok?!!!