Stresssss......

I gotta admit i am getting more and more demanding.

'cause I feel i am lonely here...

I need some strength and power to motivate me on studying.

I miss my mum's cooking and chit-chatting with her and sms-ing with my pa.

Exams are coming in less than one month time.

Lonesomeness stresses me out :'(

Last week, my boy came to look for me.

This week, i hanged out with my high school buddies.

It's truly an indescribable joy!

Only with them, i can feel and know who i am.

I am just too reluctant to go back my hostel.

Every time when i step into my room,

I start to be emotional.

It's so hard to get myself back to studies.

I have got friends here.

but the feeling.......ain't right.

I feel quite nostalgic for the place where i staying now.

I am lost.

Let me go home...

Anyway

I still need to continue to study.

Study hard Choon Ling :)

Jiayou! 

Never surrender! 

Have faith.:D

Simple Life

Nini came to look for me during these 3 days.
I have been really enjoying the days when he was with me...

Planned to go Sunway Lagoon and Kuala Lumpur,
yet we never went to these places due to some constraints...
I still felt very blissful :)
Ip Man 2 and Ice Kacang Puppy Love are really fantastic, moving and impressive.
Ice skating was so fun and sweet.
Hand in hand we circling the ice field
we fell and it's so painful
he kissed all my pain away.
We had scrumptious meals.
The importance was i had those with HIM.
which was what i longed for.
Nini also shopped groceries for me.
I will never need to be starved anymore.
He is so thoughtful and caring.

I just sent him off to the bus station at Pudu Raya...
the feeling of bye-bye really struck us hard
sigh...
he was so worrying that he wanna assure me board the bus safely,
then only he went to take the bus which going to Bukit Jalil...
The first second when he was out of my sight
i started to missing him dy.
i feel i am lost without him...
right after i reached my hostel,
i felt every thing is so strange to me.
the building, the corridor, the room.
feel like to cry.
i know, i am still not getting to the life here.

He is in the bus, sleeping right now.


Though walking is torturing.
i just enjoy walking together with him.
we cherish.

Today is mother's day...
sobsob...
Now i am missing my mother so much too.

nini said he will be coming to sunway again in june with his papa mama.
Right on the day i finish my last exam.
Then we will go playing water.
and going back together with them :)
I am so so happy now.

 Bearby ♥ Treny

I should do something!

Sigh...
Who am I?
I feel I am an Alien.
or maybe a chimp?
I am not good at language.
Especially Malay.
i just learned quite many new malay words today.
Fever= demam
sore throat= sakit tekak
flu= selesema
vomit= muntah
.
.
.
.
These are simple words.
Even primary one students also know what they are.
I need to catch up on that.

Must improve my Malay level
and of course
my English, Hokkien, Teowchew proficiencies
sad......

Lucky we're in love in every way

I thank god that i have met you.
Making my life happier and easier.
so blissful.
I am a lucky girl.

After listened to my friend's love story,
some thoughts crossed my mind
i was afraid that i might have given you a hard time
but the way you told me
i feel your sincerity
You are unique!

Distance of our love = -1.

[1:24:35 AM] Nini Ooi: 给我你的爱 让我陪着你去未来

Happy 8 months my love!
it's our 244th day of love...
Even we are physically far away from each other
our soul and mind never fall apart.
because...
we are ONE.

too much to say
keep it short
Thanks for your love
ＩLOVE EUU!!!

You are my lover
my soul mate
my friend
my clown
my family
my...
.
.
.

my every thing.
my love.

Mungkin Nanti

lol~ oh my gosh!!!
i am so delighted now!!!
it's hard to hold back my feeling hoho
I never knew listening to a Malay song
can be such an enjoyment~
i listen to "Mungkin Nanti" for the umpteenth time
am so crazy and not getting fed up!

This is the first Malay song i have ever listened to :D
So meaningful...haha

Sahaja ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang ku tinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
[Mmm] Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau cuba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kelmarin saat semua di sini

Tak usah kau tanya kembali
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

haha thanks to Mr Brightness for explaining the meaning of this song.
yo i am still in the mode of "mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi"
hehe~

I am loving it!!!

Understanding and kindness, that are all we ask for.

please....i beg you, be kind to us...
you were born to be with us
please dont make us in such a disastrous state.
do you know?
your every act has left significant wound on us.
so hopeless, so disappointed, so lifeless...
please, turn yourself a new leave.
for your sake, and for us.
for a better tomorrow.