Jars of love

Finally done with all exam papers and back to my home! had been so freakingly stressed for the past two months. hopefully every thing goes smoothly as i wish  *praying hard*... 

Yesterday was Fathers Day. Parents were working restlessly from day to night though it was Sunday. Siblings were waiting them to come back for dinner. It was almost 9pm. Papa did not know it was fathers day afterall... He is too busy to think about other trivial things. He was surprised when i took out the cake :D We did not have a lavish restaurant treat but just a simple fish head steamboat which is my dad's favorite. and yea, papa treated us beer! haha...i had a binge drinking but not drunk, but my youngest bro kept sweating and feeling dizzy after his first sip haha... 

Though i have a strict father, he is lovely enough in his own way... His parenting methods might not be acceptable for some ppl. My friends found my father's ways of teaching were too iron-fisted but to me, he guided my life with good impacts. He is the only leader of household, taking care of us together with mama. he is like a superman, he can handle every big and small matter like just a piece of cake. he likes to nag us unreasonably and sometimes it is really annoying that we all really get frustrated. I remembered when i was small, i was quite envious of others whose fathers got everything for them as they asked. My dad, he dotes on me but he never pampers me with materialistic stuffs including money. Somehow i felt it was unfair: why others' fathers could fulfill their children's desires and wants, but it did not happen on me? Everything he gave only for the first time, if i wanted it for the second time, i gotta obtain it by my own means and abilities. Therefore, i cherish every little thing he grants me. I know, whatever he does is for our sake and goodness. so i never rebel my dad's intentions. if others use ATM to describe their fathers, i would say my dad is rather an 'encyclopedia'. Whenever i reminiscing my childhood, i feel so blissful for having such a great papa, and of coz my mama. it has been years papa is busy with his works. Time marks my dad with wrinkles and white hair. Together we went through all ups and downs. he is so strong, never simply let his tears shed. yet I saw dad's tears fell off once before, lying on mama's shoulder..such memory can never be erased. Words cant be used to describe my feeling towards my parents. they are just so special to me. and yea, there are two important men in my life, my papa and my boyf. They are the only guys i can trust and rely on. 

Sigh, i don't like comfortable stage. It is too stable but yea it can be so disheartening too. I know we have to get through this as part of a relationship process. I do not expect surprise or romance from him. What i want him to do for me is LISTEN. yea i need to learn to listen too. 

siblings :)

My papa and mama.... very old liao....