Cherries. Love Portion.

I have committed a crime.

For the past months...
I abuse a drug.

Love Ecstasy.

12.02.10.

It's Friday.
Our day.
We celebrated our first valentine's day at TGI Friday's.
Because, we will not be seeing each other for 2 months.
Together we celebrated our 6th month ann

and my bday on March.

Kinda sad. :'(

Presents from him :)
I am very grateful...

He and She.

We'll still be like this when we reach our silver age.

Part of our memories...


A blissful contentment.
I cherish my valentine.
I treasure every moment we been together.

零距离

有你陪伴的最后一天。
我要坚强。

00:08
半周年快乐 :)

明天以后的两个月，没有你在身边了。
要重新回到那个似远非远却又不近的地方。
重新适应，独立没依靠的日子。
我想我可以。

但是，我还是会很想念你。
因为你对我的好，给我的爱，值得我留念。
值得我想念
值得我
很爱很爱你!


[比零少一] の 距离
:P
　

The Moments

Hohoho~
Last Saturday we went to MacRitchie Reservoir Park at S'pore
for kayaking!
which was held by Malaysian Student League of NUS.
My first experience ever.
It was completely fun!!!

So many kayaks on the lake.

Strolled in the park.

Do not feed the monkeys as it alters their natural behaviour and
causes them to be aggressive to human.

Used up all our energies to propel the kayak through water.
* Notice the way we paddling. Lol~
He purposely did it to tire me.
*what the ~tut~* :p

Splashed through the puddles.

Instructing me to keep paddling
as if he were Captain Jack Sparrow.
:'(




After the session, we returned to his hostel
to get a bath.
Smelled horrible.


The little encouragement he drew for himself.

Lol :p how cute!
Ask for my signature somemore :)
tak boleh tahan... XD



Food sold in his hostel canteen are really nice!
Tomyam soup with rice, green curry chicken, hotplate pork rice.
Yummy! Gosh~ I miss them again!
Compare to our Monash cafeteria. I can only describe it in one word.

SIGH~

The Bottleneck

Such cutting words were a dagger to my heart. No one can perfectly understand one another. Like I, could never figure out what's under one's mind. I may have the abilities to soothe and counsel one, but do i really help? I am not a psychologist. I am not a mind-reader. Coz every one is born to be a good performer, mask the feeling that felt deep inside the heart. How am i supposed to do when one doesn't open oneself to others?

What's shown on the face?
Happy? Are you?
Generous? Are you?
Blissful? Are you...?
A tough pretender or a fragile victim from a misfortune?

Shall i blame someone for bringing the sorrow and miserable experience into this cruel reality?
Whatever has been done cannot be undone.
If time could be rewound, would everything turn out fine and was in the expectations?

Try to put myself in your shoes. Put down whatever that's happened in the past. I can ensure you a better life.
But, You have to trust yourself.
Have faith.

Tiring Days...

Today was the second day i worked in Eu Yan Sang...
Sigh, memang tormenting.......
Gotta stand still at the same spot for 8 hours and doing the same movements.
My stupid weak body really cant take it, i feel uneasy.
Compare to the waitress job i did before, this is even tougher.
The pay is really sorta petty. RM4/ hour. very sickening. sigh....

When you want to move freely, you gotta think:
There are 6 CCTVs invigilating you, you must not talk to your colleagues, must not squad down when ur legs are sore, must keep giving those very eco-unfriendly leflets to ppl.
Yesterday was my first day. My colleagues were so friendly and welcoming me. They kept talking to me without knowing that their every acts were actually taken down. So this was what happened today. The manager didnt scold me directly. But one of my pity colleauges kena. She raised her voice to my colleague, i felt sorry. I was the problem-maker. After that, whenever they stood in front of me and talked, i told them "dont talk to me, later you will be scolded. "

I met one singaporean lady today. She was actually a malaysian, but she has moved to singapore since 40 years plus ago. She is now 79, look healthy, with 7 children, all are tertiary educated, and very outstanding. She is so special that's why i mentioned her. Her every word touched me, really very impressive. So what did she tell me, it's a secret haha. i will bear in mind her every sensible word.

I like the way i interact with ppl, from kids to old age.

I must jiayou.
Go go choon ling!

hey hey 2010!

Finally we came to the end of year 2009.
The most important was, it's my mama's birthday today. haha XD

2009 was a turning point of my life and life is still going on.

My first year of pharmacy life I didnt do well in the last sem. Yet i am still in the run of becoming a pharmacist. I am blessed. I am thankful to my parents for supporting me during my ups and downs. I will do you proud.
Jia You Choon Ling!

Nixon Ooi. Thanks for giving me so much love, very inexpressible.

Erm...things happened this year. Whatever that passed are past.

Looking forward to the year ahead especially my pharmacy 2nd year.

It will be more challenging. I am ready.

Ganbatte!

The clock is pointing at 12 sharp! it's 1.1.10 Happy New Year~!

Starting from today, i gotta work. No more dating with him i am so sien....

Sien narh~

but, i am still enjoying my life.

Time Out!!!

Woohoo~ Another 18 hours nini is gonna finish his last paper and it's time for us going to have some fun! Yeah~!

Seriously i feel it will be tiring for nini to come to look for me at night right after he comes back from S'pore. But mischievous him wouldnt listen to me coz i know he longs to see me whoops XD
Have been suffering from lovesickness for months, be patient hey...

Initially decided to get a job, but i didnt go for any work interview. Try to get one in Jan.
Why? Coz Dec is mainly for dating.

I know, love is not a bread. He made me feel that i was selfish as i didnt think about his sake at first. I never thought of we arent getting much time to be together as he has only one month break. After that his uni reopens, more stress is coming over. Furthermore, i will not be around in JB starting from the end of Feb. He will be leaving to HongKong in July/ Aug. And always he feels insecure if i am not around, he cares and worries about me as if i were a baby =) Therefore, it's really important for us spending some time with each other, to know each other well and to spice up our relationship so that it can be stabilized. Ha, i do feel ours is really stable now though.


Nini says maybe tomorrow we gonna catch a late night movie, yea we haven't seen 2012 yet. The next day he wanna bring me to a scrumptious sushi buffet at 创作寿司 as he promised last time. Feeling happy. Yet it sure will be expensive, don't want him to spend too much, perhaps we can go for other cheaper meal? bite XD He always says we must think twice before we spend, ermm i must be wise when using money since i havent got any job. Or later my nose becomes bigger and bigger. I don't wanna be a big spender =(

Quite upsetting coz i couldnt attend his sis's MOE wedding (haha) on this coming sunday. If i went there, i would be sitting alone with other ppl. Actually it's not a problem for me. But i know he is afraid me of finding myself lonely and awkward there, so i prefer not to go. Nini must enjoy through the night yea ^^ congratz to da jie XD hoho

Zoo!

Sentosa!

Genting!

KL!

Gathering with primary mates!

Christmas!

Dating!

Are awaiting me to accomplish together with lovely jaundiced-guinea pig whoops =p