First Year....

21st August 2010...

It's finally our first year anniversary! Sob...

yet, we weren't able to celebrate it together on this special day...

However, to me, my every day has become valentine's day and "dailiversary" since the day he steps into my world... I am serious, he has never failed his part as a good boyf... 

Time flies...those days and months in the past year were not easy for us, as mostly we are separated in different states... We may be fated to meet each other after 9 years of separation (we were actually classmates of primary time)... Yet, from the first day since we have been bonded to this committed relationship, we are fated to be apart... 

Heaven mismatching us in this relationship, playing prank on us, making us suffer, but she has never put us on the verge of tears... we cherish each other most whenever we get the chance to meet, we treasure the moments we have...even when we quarrel, we are also able to handle it well in no time...so, i do think heaven is fair to us, she makes our relationship grow stronger and more stable every seconds...

i hardly see him in a few months... and i know this is quite tormenting to him, as i have the same feeling too... he always feels insecure whenever i am not with him...he worries about me much, he is scared that i couldnt take good care of myself well... He is even scared of i might abandon him one day... For me, that's a no-no...It's impossible for me to do that right now and following years or decades...I used to be a strong girl with tough heart... but now, he melts my heart, i am no longer that strong that i always relying on him then... :)

i know it's ridiculous to make promises as it's difficult to foresee how things will work out in the future... coz people say, promises are easy to make but difficult to achieve... I am not fooling myself with those unrealistic fairy tales though... he is the charming prince riding on his white horse, saving me from the sorrow, with no tears flowing and heart aching... (though sometimes i cry becoz of him haha :p)

I know myself. We seriously have faith in ourselves...

We are One....and the distance between us is -1.

I HEART HIM. Bearby ♥