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Hye week 3

Hectic life i am leading now

I am glad that i still survive

after staying awake the whole yesterday's night

to complete my assignment

simply wanted to submit it before it's due.

ended up skipping classes today just to compensate the sleep deprivation

*I felt guilty actually

Life is beautiful aye, isn't it? keke ♥

It is just the 3rd week though!

 More to go, more to go............

Placement again on tomorrow.

Seriously i like the environment in Sau Seng Lum,

the FEs are super helpful :D

I doubted if i had attention deficit syndrome

just couldn't get myself sit properly at the table

and i have difficulty concentrating while doing my works

/.\

Narh it's just a random thought that crossed my mind

♥ Keep up Choon Ling!!! ♥

Missing home badly

I wanna go home...

幸福是。。。

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原来幸福可以那么容易。 
是我身在福中不知福。

父母的爱，不是理所当然的。

小小的举动原来有着大大的爱。

爸爸为了我做了很大的牺牲，我那天感动得快要哭了出来。

 可是我忍着了。因为爸爸讨厌爱哭鬼。

一个人上了巴士后，满脸眼泪鼻涕哭了快要半小时。

现在想起来，哭的冲动又来了。

眼角湿湿的。

对不起爸爸，让你担心我了。

因为我的不懂事，你为我铺好一段未来。 

♥我希望我一辈子都可以作你的女儿! ♥

Hye 3rd year 2nd sem :)

Felt so glad to see those familiar faces in this new semester. It was just the first week after classes resumed, I am super tired though. Yea, I am slightly stressed over course works now haha... I wonder if my classmates feel the same way too? This sem not gonna be anymore relaxed and easy during early weeks, unlike those previous sems and they were actually hard. 

During passed semesters, we got to learn about an in-depth knowledge of various body anatomies like cardio, resp and GIT,  their diseases and complications, their drug treatments and rationalities of drugs used.  Of coz, we also learned alot alot of interesting drug chemistry as well as how to deal with patients in various circumstances (arr... this is the scariest part). Through problem-based learning, we integrate what we have learnt from lecture notes instead of books (haha stacks of lecture notes can be comparable with proper textbooks though) into case studies. Frankly speaking, in some days later i really need to recall all these back as i think i have almost (or completely?) returned them to lecturers... /.\.... This sem studying about infectious disease and a wide range of antibacterials. I like drugs but difficult to get them in to the brain is another say.

Starting from week 2, assignment waves gonna hit the shore. It will be endless before we get the final exams done? Yea starting from week 2 also, i will be doing my placement at Sau Seng Lum Dialysis, Stroke rehab & Diabetes care centre. Looking forward to that though i feel slightly nervous! :)

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hrm yea, quite a few unlucky things happened on me after i came back to sunway. At first, I was quite upset and frustrated whenever i thought of it. But, after listened to my ma, I would blame no one. Accept whatever that comes to me. Be it good or bad. Think positively and stay cheer, lady luck will come along with me!

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Yea just feel like to express my love to my parents! I super love you my papa and mama. If not you, i won't be here. Making me so much miss you! T___T I will study hard with my best. What i have promised, i won't let you down. Pray hard for me.

Jiayou Choon Ling! You will be fine~ :D

With ♥

我像是在一个人的荒岛。

害怕孤单占据了现在的我。

你，能留在我身边吗？

22nd month

hrm yea... we are together for 22 months ♥

It has always been an extremely stable relationship

Always i am the one who gets emotional over everything easily

while he is always the one cheering me up

Thanks to him for bearing with my bad temper...

Anyway, i am his sassy girlfriend.
It is his obligation to take care of my rest of life.

* dont care herm! :p*

♥ Stand by me ♥

Jars of love

Finally done with all exam papers and back to my home! had been so freakingly stressed for the past two months. hopefully every thing goes smoothly as i wish  *praying hard*... 

Yesterday was Fathers Day. Parents were working restlessly from day to night though it was Sunday. Siblings were waiting them to come back for dinner. It was almost 9pm. Papa did not know it was fathers day afterall... He is too busy to think about other trivial things. He was surprised when i took out the cake :D We did not have a lavish restaurant treat but just a simple fish head steamboat which is my dad's favorite. and yea, papa treated us beer! haha...i had a binge drinking but not drunk, but my youngest bro kept sweating and feeling dizzy after his first sip haha... 

Though i have a strict father, he is lovely enough in his own way... His parenting methods might not be acceptable for some ppl. My friends found my father's ways of teaching were too iron-fisted but to me, he guided my life with good impacts. He is the only leader of household, taking care of us together with mama. he is like a superman, he can handle every big and small matter like just a piece of cake. he likes to nag us unreasonably and sometimes it is really annoying that we all really get frustrated. I remembered when i was small, i was quite envious of others whose fathers got everything for them as they asked. My dad, he dotes on me but he never pampers me with materialistic stuffs including money. Somehow i felt it was unfair: why others' fathers could fulfill their children's desires and wants, but it did not happen on me? Everything he gave only for the first time, if i wanted it for the second time, i gotta obtain it by my own means and abilities. Therefore, i cherish every little thing he grants me. I know, whatever he does is for our sake and goodness. so i never rebel my dad's intentions. if others use ATM to describe their fathers, i would say my dad is rather an 'encyclopedia'. Whenever i reminiscing my childhood, i feel so blissful for having such a great papa, and of coz my mama. it has been years papa is busy with his works. Time marks my dad with wrinkles and white hair. Together we went through all ups and downs. he is so strong, never simply let his tears shed. yet I saw dad's tears fell off once before, lying on mama's shoulder..such memory can never be erased. Words cant be used to describe my feeling towards my parents. they are just so special to me. and yea, there are two important men in my life, my papa and my boyf. They are the only guys i can trust and rely on. 

Sigh, i don't like comfortable stage. It is too stable but yea it can be so disheartening too. I know we have to get through this as part of a relationship process. I do not expect surprise or romance from him. What i want him to do for me is LISTEN. yea i need to learn to listen too. 

siblings :)

My papa and mama.... very old liao....