You are the apple of my eye

Mama called me twice today. She asked if i have already confirmed the return date. She knew that i am stressed over exams, have been so upset after the last few papers. She encouraged me lots making me so motivated and feel the warmth even they aren't with me right here. I cried over a bad news because they will be going to travel on the next day after they send me back here on the 1st of Feb 2012. I should feel happy for them but i just couldnt bear to leave them again T.T Gonna sit in the last exam tomorrow, then my completion of third year studies. All the best to myself, hoping that i can smoothly enter my fourth year. Pray hard.

I told mama that after tomorrow's exam, I am going to explore bus trips and other public transports to KL area on my own, as next year I will have my placements there. She expressed her worries but she didnt go against my plan, she knew i can always take care of my own safety. So tomorrow, my first journey of exploring the strange places, have to prepare sth to protect myself then haha.

The 2nd time mama called, she gave me a really big shock. She said she has a good news for me with the tone of surprise. I was studying atm so i was really cool and i said, yea what's that? ........... When i first heard that, i couldnt stop shedding tears...wuwu, i know i am such a big crying baby, i always cry, but i am really emotionally touched and surprised that's why i couldnt control again. Sobsob.

THANK YOU PAPA MAMA!!! 

 your care for me more than words. thanks for everything... 

I am a blissful daughter 'coz you are my parents. I love you T.T

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hrm, I wanna thank nini for your mental companionship too. I know I have been giving you tons of pressure recently due to my fickle emotions. You are having exam too and some formal interviews, you are under greater stress than me actually. I am sorry for my selfish and impulsive acts. I am learning to behave well. Thanks for your love and support. T.T

Choon Ling!!! You are so loved! Jiayou for the last exam!!! You can do it, you will be safe and alright. :)

光著我的腳丫子

這首歌道出了我對戀愛的心情，好愛喲！

我喜歡，光著我的腳丫子，在有你陪伴的路上，漫步。

不管路上風雨荊棘，因為有你的支持，我不怕，你讓我有勇氣向前邁進。

我不煩　就算多了個牽絆　
因為你給得很坦然　
從不擔心　我要了怎麼還　

我早已不管　就算別人喜歡看　
因為我過得很自然　
從不懷疑我要的很簡單　

簡單就是覺得冷的時候求個溫暖　
簡單就是寂寞孤單時候有人陪的晚餐　
然後兩個人緩緩的踮起腳尖　

我要光著我的腳丫子在街上漫舞　
數著戀愛的樣子　一步又一步　
左三圈的思路是右三圈的幸福　
突然間我像小孩很容易滿足　

我要踩著你的腳丫子盡情的跳舞　
被你疼愛的樣子一幕又一幕　
進一步是征服退一步是守護　
你讓我看清楚　這旅途由你帶路　

Who moved my cheese?

I remember when i was twelve,
I read the book "谁偷走了我的芝士" 
I kinda like the story.
But i think i was too young to completely understand
the messages it trying to convey.
Now i watched this.
An inspiring short movie.
It quite implies the situation or life i am having now.
Not every thing i must keep holding on to it
as changes are inevitable.
so must never be afraid to take a step forward
when fear nears you. 

Learning. :)

Ganbatte!

Cheese yea i love cheese :D

Be strong!

住在这里，总觉得好委屈。

三年了。。。

每一新学期开始，我就得面临烦人兼可恶无理的对待。

租金都没欠它一分，还提前还清。

没有隐私就算了， 为什么总给我其他麻烦？

我很累，真的很累。

我来这里，是专心的读书，而不是为那些繁琐的事而烦恼

每一次总要受气，可却不知如何是好。。

我发不出脾气，只觉得累人委屈想哭。

我不懂得争论。

有理，也因为自己性格过于软弱，而说不清。

我太不坚强了。我该学着 捍卫自己

坚持自己的立场，而不受弱于它们的威胁。

还有，要懂得置之不理。 

不能再难过再哭了

太笨了那样。 要加油！

我很想搬，可是我爸不肯。

别人总叫我 “搬出去住啊”，可是谁会明白呢？

不是我过于听从顺从我爸的话

我明白爸爸的用意，他的理由很确实。

所以我以我爸爸的角度着想，我不想让他操心。

他明白我在这里住得很不开心

所以他总是要我学会 “忍”

尽量别因为它们而不开心。

所以过去两年，我都忍过去了，不开心都算了。

也不会跟爸爸投诉太多不满。

跟妈妈投诉，她都是给我大笑，我很无奈。。。

住在这里，报失过两次。

一个在房里不见，一个在厨房。

房里不见的，它们说 “你那只眼睛看到东西不见谁拿了？”

况且房里当时没有别的人住，只有它们有钥匙。

厨房里不见的，是他们拿的，和偷没差。

表面上它们说会帮我找回，可是它们却什么都没做。

一直说Talk to my manager lor talk to my manager lor.

今天真的忍不住了，我就去找它们的manager谈。

我是希望，那manager 会是个好人。

不要和它们一样乌鸦一般黑。

我是相信。可是不希望我的信任又被滥用。

宿舍费起价，可是宿舍还是一样如此简陋

钱去了哪里？

宿舍楼下装了几幅plasma tv, 全部电脑也换成平面的

连guard house也都upgrade了，又平面又电子。

可是就是看不到宿舍里有什么好的变化。

一架六七十块钱就可以买到的二手不知名牌子电视机

就算是给学生受惠了？haiz...

总觉得它们处事态度欠佳

而且常常推卸责任

因为它们的不负责任，制造了很多不便给住这里的人。

我不气了 也不委屈了。

吃了巧克力，心情也好了。

生活是甜的，未来也是甜的 :)

Keep forgiving and forgetting...

Haiz I dont have a strong backup though :(

Be strong!!! 你这个大笨蛋！

专心学业才是我该做的。

Happy 2nd Anniversary ツ

For 2 years, he has been my best friend, my partner, my lover. It is not easy for us to get to this far as most time we are not by each side. I love being with him but I understand that we can't just stick to each other everyday. There are more things to do other than maintaining this relationship. I realize we have really grown up and gained loads from these very short 2 years r/s. At the early time, I would say he used to be very possessive, a not so mature thinking person, and easily got jealous out of any trivial matters. I did not rely on him that much and i tended to lead the "single" life. I always taught him the "right way" he should be. Then he has become the real adult man. Later..... hrm....okay, I have become the girl with a very unruly behavior, becoz he too much dotes on me. and yea, I am a super bad gf now, always giving him the hardest time. Like my parents, he is also the one whom i can share my good and bad times with. Sometimes, I wouldn't disclose my deep sadness to my parents whenever i meet difficulties, coz i don't want them to be worried about me, especially now i am staying that far from them. Now hardly i would voice my inner feelings to any friends, as i don't think friends are that reliable after some lessons i learned. so he becomes the best person i can htht with. also, he owns his philosophy of life and always holds on to his principles. That's also the goodness of him i admire. After all the talks, I am grateful that I have him as the partner of life, he is sent by God to me. God praised he is a good man too (*eh ni u know larrr haha...) 

Happy anniversary nini!!! super love you yo :3

Bearby ♥

 

じ♥ve

Some cute little stuffs  ♥

♥ Super love this ♥

Hye week 3

Hectic life i am leading now

I am glad that i still survive

after staying awake the whole yesterday's night

to complete my assignment

simply wanted to submit it before it's due.

ended up skipping classes today just to compensate the sleep deprivation

*I felt guilty actually

Life is beautiful aye, isn't it? keke ♥

It is just the 3rd week though!

 More to go, more to go............

Placement again on tomorrow.

Seriously i like the environment in Sau Seng Lum,

the FEs are super helpful :D

I doubted if i had attention deficit syndrome

just couldn't get myself sit properly at the table

and i have difficulty concentrating while doing my works

/.\

Narh it's just a random thought that crossed my mind

♥ Keep up Choon Ling!!! ♥

Missing home badly

I wanna go home...